random topics from me..=)

salam semua.. apa kabar?
mesti masing2 busy dengan kerja kan..
mungkin juga masih mencari rumah? atau sudah jumpa??

actually, saje jer nak tinggalkan coretan disini..
hari2 saya bukak, hoping someone have updated the blog (despite knowing that all of you are busy)
nak tulis sendiri, tak reti.. kalau copy paste terrel la..hehe

tapi tadi mai suruh update blog..pastu..fikir punya fikir.. hurm..saper lagi nak update blog kalau bukan diri sendiri..
i mean, everyone else would expect someone else to post up something, and finally no one does..

so, despite tak reti nak tulis.. sy tulis jugakla..buat santapan sahabat2 sekalian..hihi..
tak tau la berbaloi ke tak korang baca nih.. keh3

anyway, ..(ni random topics jer ek..)

hurm, firstly, biler balik malaysia, somehow akan dapat culture shock gak ah.. depends on masing2 how you want to define it..
but for me myself, firstly, yang paling utama, dari segi ibadah la..
mula2 sampai, macam hancus gak ar..satu, nak get use to timing kat malaysia..but the most important thing is because, waqi' yang soleh tu dah takder..
when you are at home, unless your family memang amalkan what you've learned for the past 10 months, give or take a bit, it is really hard to istiqomah..
you are like, tercari-cari..mana kawan2 aku? biler orang nak ajak aku solat jemaah? biler orang nak ajak aku solat di awal waktu?? mana?? bila??..
and like it or not, you've got to face the fact that your friends aren't there with you..not at this moment though.
and, to me, the most important thing is to realise this and do something about it.. i'm serius.
macam yang kak muri cakap hari tu kan, jangan sampai kita tak terasa pun yang kita dah tak dapat hidayah..
time ni la Allah nak uji kita, samaada kita ni betul2 beriman n beramal dengan ikhlas, atau, adakah kita buat hanya sebab ada kawan2 kita..
kuat cabaran ni..
before flying home, you might think that you are strong enough to maintain tahap ibadah selama ni, that you won't easily 'tergoda' dengan apa2 jer la kan..
but when you are alone, that is when godaan syaitan dan al-hawa' paling kuat
for me, alhamdulillah, sekarang still dalam proses recovery, tapi insya-Allah, not as bad as when i first reached home.. dari segi ibadah khusus, alhamdulillah dapat jaga solat pada waktunya, solat sunat, mathurat n bacaan alquran..doakan moga ku dapat terus istiqomah yer kawan2
dari segi pegurusan masa..hurm..still perlu dipertingkatkan..

one thing about that golden thing called TIME is, biler kat sini, banyak sangat 'masa lapang' hence, sebab tak tau nak buat apa..(nak tgk tv tak boleh)..banyak la jugak masa terbuang.. awal2 sampai, sangat sangat sangat kuat tidur.. pantang duduk jer nak tidur..ish3...
tapi sekarang dalam proses mengawal pengurusan masa la..
how to deal with it?? well, ntahla..but what i'm doing, or more precisely, what i'm trying to do is..fikir masalah ummah. bila kita fikir masalah ummah, baru terasa betapa banyak nyer sangat sangat persediaan yang kita perlu buat..
for example, in terms of memantapkan rohani diri, menambahkan ilmu di dada especially berkenaan islam, cari tarbiyyah (bak kata kak muri) and byk lagi..
so, yeah..that's what i'm trying to do.. moga2 masa ku tak terbuang lagi...
masa itu kehidupan, membuang masa ibarat membuang kehidupan..
i don't wanna throw away my life!!!

owh, ya, bercakap pasal memikirkan masalah ummah..insya-allah, kat malaysia, its not that hard to do so..-unfortunately
through what i've seen (which i believe, baru sikit sangat2), mmg banyak nyer sangat sangat benda yang tak betul dan perlu dibetulkan kat malaysia ni. Kadang hati rasa nak memberontak tengok phenomena2 yang melanda masyarakat kita ni..(but yeah..that is obviously not a smart thing to do..)
but....hurm..tak dapek nak meluahkan..nanti korang saksikanlah sendiri..

hurm..another thing, bisikan syaitan sangat kuat dalam membuatkan kita was-was antara jahiliah dan islam.. i think i'm kindda facing that right now..
oh tidak.!!!..kena betulkan balik...kena yakinkan diri balik..astaghfirullah..

oklah, enough coretan already.. need to go coz my father's calling me
but, just one last thing, bagi yang akan balik msia, korang cuber lah dapatkan tempat duduk tepi tingkap.. scenery yang memang tak boleh dilepaskan..i'm serius

>>>>you think you are above all the clouds, as you can see them below you..but yet, there are more clouds on top
>>>>you see the stars above you, somehow it feels much more closer to you then when you are on the ground, and still, there are stars below you (kerlipan lampu-lampu neon dari bandar-bandar metropolitan di bumi)
>>>>your normal view on the sunrise is land-sun-sky..but this time, your view of sunrise is between clouds..and you seem to be heading towards the sun..it's as if you can really see that the world is a spheroid and is rotating

SUBHANALLAH..SUBHANALLAH...SUBHANALLAH..
aLLAHUAKBAR..ALLAHUAKBAR..ALLAHUAKBAR..

can't tell you guys much about it, cause thinking of it makes me speechless..
again, saksikanlah kebesaran Allah itu sendiri..

really got to go now..
all the best everyone..
moga kita semua kekal dalam perlindunganNya, insya-Allah
dan moga Allah beri kekuatan kepada kita semua untuk istiqomah..
Salam.

p/s: sorilah..tak jumpa gambar akhawat yang ada message yang sama..so terpaksalah letak gambar golongan adam

p/s^2: sori jugak for the dull colors..just checking out what they've got in this blogger thingy =P